10:20 pm - Mon, Sep 8, 2014
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So guys. I think it is time to leave this tumblr world for a while. Maybe forever… but I’m not sure yet. When I was going through everything last year after loosing my baby ugh… the support I got on here still brings tears to my eyes.

But I think it is time to take a step back. To leave the mom internet world for a while. It is something I have been thinking about for a long time. I think I am going to keep my facebook but not be too involved on it anymore. I may even delete it but it is how I get to see pictures of my nephews. And how my brother see’s pictures of Grace. 

I’m going back to my old tumblr.

http://treelovintoasteater.tumblr.com/

So feel free to follow me there, but it isn’t a personal blog. I want to go back to it because it allows me to get back to the side of me that isn’t just ‘being a mommy’.

But that is the whole reason I think I am done. I just want to be a mom in real life.

I’ll still be around on IG because lets be honest I will never stop taking pictures of Grace.

Anyway, this was a lot of rambles… I love you guys. If you want to stay in contact- facebook me! (I’ll give mine to you if you message me!) even though I won’t be on there too much!

Blah blah blah! I’ll miss you guys! Maybe I’ll be back in a while. BYE!!!

10:17 am
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GUYS GUYS GUYS!!!!

I am not pregnant!!!!!!!!

oh my god I don’t want anyone feel like I’m being an asshole but I am sooooo relieved. I really wasn’t ready to have another baby. I want another, I really really do, but I went through SO MUCH to get Grace. We went through hell and back and now we have this amazing baby and I need to enjoy her… I needed more time.

I started bleeding today (TMI?) and my doc said it seems like I have low iron, like really low. Which I have always struggled with. I am going in on Wednesday to get tests because there is obviously something wrong with me hormonally. But anyway… phewwwwwwww. After I get all the testing done I am going on birth control ASAP. I don’t even care that I am allergic to it… If I was on BC I would have known something was wrong right away.

No babies for me for a few more years. NOOOOOOPPPEEE.

9:40 am
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accidentalambience:

our permaculture farming enterprise, located within our small upper midwest community’s city limits, will offer produce from “niche” crops… enticing consumers to try something new!

accidentalambience:

our permaculture farming enterprise, located within our small upper midwest community’s city limits, will offer produce from “niche” crops… enticing consumers to try something new!

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8:23 pm - Sun, Sep 7, 2014
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Today was wonderful.

We woke up early, got breakfast and went for a walk on the beach. Then spent the day boating with my parents! It was so beautiful out, Grace slept so we got to swim and go tubing! Then we came home and George, Grace and I took a family afternoon nap(they napped while I tumbled but still…)We woke up, and met my parents and my sister and brother in law at a really great dinner place, grabbed some food and played mini golf! Grace was an angel all day! And while we were playing golf she just hung out in the Ergo being… Awesome. Then of course capped the night off with ice cream!
Today was so fun!

7:09 pm
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Mini golfing family selfie! Thank goodness of the Ergo!

Mini golfing family selfie! Thank goodness of the Ergo!

10:13 pm - Sat, Sep 6, 2014
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brokenxrecord:

theteacupsecrets:

the-darkest-of-lights:

sykobabbul:

huffpostbooks:

What’s Your Book Shelfie Style?

This post turns me on.

I’ve used the color method and the height method. :)

Height.

By author or size

Personal significants over here! But literally no one gets it but me…

8:24 pm
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Just posted this in a Facebook group where the women was asking what to do because her husband hasn’t wanted to have sex with her and other women were responding with ‘rape him’ ‘just let him go to sleep and jump on top so he’s too tired to say no’ ‘just get him drunk and trick him into it’ while other women were “hahahah” ing and agreeing with it.
It literally made me feel sick.

Just posted this in a Facebook group where the women was asking what to do because her husband hasn’t wanted to have sex with her and other women were responding with ‘rape him’ ‘just let him go to sleep and jump on top so he’s too tired to say no’ ‘just get him drunk and trick him into it’ while other women were “hahahah” ing and agreeing with it.
It literally made me feel sick.

1:48 pm
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1:48 pm
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Forever grossed out by people who associate a parent breastfeeding their baby with adults having sexual relations.

mominleggings:

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12:18 pm
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When all else fails, and she’s fighting sleep… The ergo wins.

When all else fails, and she’s fighting sleep… The ergo wins.

6:44 am - Fri, Sep 5, 2014
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Absolutely perfect morning out on the water.

Absolutely perfect morning out on the water.

8:01 pm - Thu, Sep 4, 2014
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humansofnewyork:

She said she wanted to be a pilot, and when I asked why, she spoke two words. My translator said: “She says, something like: ‘I want to be able to control myself in the air.’”"But what exactly did she say?" I asked.“‘Kuar Nhial,’ he answered. ‘It means: ‘I’ll be the leader of the air.’”(Tongping Internally Displaced Persons Site, Juba, South Sudan)

humansofnewyork:

She said she wanted to be a pilot, and when I asked why, she spoke two words. My translator said: “She says, something like: ‘I want to be able to control myself in the air.’”
"But what exactly did she say?" I asked.
“‘Kuar Nhial,’ he answered. ‘It means: ‘I’ll be the leader of the air.’”

(Tongping Internally Displaced Persons Site, Juba, South Sudan)

11:42 am
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Such an inquisitive little girl.

Such an inquisitive little girl.

11:41 am
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Learning about what trees feel like today!

Learning about what trees feel like today!

11:30 am
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locustbones:

sunshin3mama:

I took another pregnancy test and nothing showed up, then I took another… and nothing?… false positives are like… almost impossible right?

they aren’t. It could have been an evap. I took literally 100 pregnancy tests last month and almost all of them had an evap, and they were…

The first one I took was an FRER, it took several minutes longer then the directions said it should to the point where I thought I got a dud! My midwife said it could’ve be a faulty test, a false positive or that I really am just pregnant! We shall see I guess.

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